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Saturday, January 2nd, 2010
slip_shod
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2:09a
sigh
I miss...
You, non-existent person
Man of my dreams. Literally.
Best friend, always listens and never judges.
You look like James Franco,
but I didn't notice until now.
You're just too cute
in your white sneakers and jeans.
Yes, I like your new piece
and your fancy guitar.
Play me something, would you?
Take me to another place.
Frank: What about you, is there someone else?
Kathleen Kelly: No. No, but... but there's the dream of someone else.
You've Got Mail rocks!!!
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(comment on this) Thursday, December 31st, 2009
slip_shod
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3:43a
I'm back. Again. 2 years older (yikes!)
The last time I wrote in here was Feb 6th, 2008 and with a two word entry stating my ex's name.
So you can see why I've been thinking about just scrapping this old blog altogether and starting a new one. After all, things are really that easy online. Anytime you wish to erase something from memory, you just click delete, and whatever entry, blog, or what have you vanishes.
But I just can't do it. 'Cuz life isn't that way, and part of me thinks that erasing any sort of writing would be a shame no matter how trite the material is. This was, and still is, a not-always-serious online journal meant for myself and whoever finds himself or herself here, so I might as well just pick up where I left off.
So let's start shall we?
I think this blog starts off in high school, more than 4 years ago. Then I moved on to college, got a boyfriend around my sophomore year, and sort of dropped off the face of the universe. All I remember in my junior year was hanging out with my boyfriend, working (as an intern, but still, that's work!) and studying (hell year for Management.)
Here are a few things I've learned since disappearing from blogging and writing:
1) I have no idea what I'm going to do after school. And school ends in 3 months! Business is fun, but I wanna experience LIFE! I really think I need to get away from Manila and live somewhere else for a while before settling down or I'll go crazy. We're talking desperate housewife here.
2) You don't need to be a pro to write. You read, you write, and you do it for yourself. (This is obvious enough, but I didn't realize it until recently.)
3) I hate how, no matter how good a relationship was, the break up always spells bitterness. Perhaps it's just me. I hate how something so great turns into a monster that causes people hurt and pain. And ever since my first "puppy love", I've always hated the fact that someone so close to you one day becomes a relative acquaintance after the relationship ends. With a perspective like that, how can I not be bitter?
4) Do you know that feeling you get when you see someone in a new light, perhaps after a good conversation or randomly spending time together, and you know, you know you could possibly fall crazy-in-love with this person? Unless you make a conscious effort to avoid him, that is. Well, what do you do then? This is a lesson I have yet to learn. All I know is that damn... DAMN!
These are all about myself of course, because -let's face it- what would I know about life in general? I may be 21 now but I've still got no goddamn clue!
current mood:  sleepy
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